ok February
It has been a day, a week, a series of weeks, a past few months. Winter break plans fell through and note to self- always have a backup to the backup plan. Three weeks of constantly being on left me exhausted and depleted. January didn't feel new and shiny and that feeling of a fresh start never entered the building. Too busy, too much to do, too much to keep track of. I know that breathing comes naturally to us as living beings, but do we hold our breath during the crazy twists and turns on those extreme roller coasters? I'm not going to google that question to find out. But I will say that it has felt like I haven't taken a proper breath in a long time courtesy of this metaphorical roller coaster. Recently I sat down with my 2019 calendar- it's a 13-month one- so that I could transfer some stuff into my 2020 one, and one of the bits of writing that I didn't want to lose track of was my loose outline of the year. This outline has stuff like: ~ Finding a pres